You just got F-ed in the ass

I don't like your girlfriend...

Sun, 29 Apr 2007 13:58:43 GMT

So I saw Avril Lavigne's video for "Girlfriend" a couple of days ago, and I can't figure out if the whole thing is a joke or if she's actually serious. Either way, it's a catchy song that easily gets stuck in your head, but the lyrics are so mindless, stupid and utter bullshit that it HAS to be a joke. I can't possibly believe that that crap is actually a serious song.

Avril Lavigne, whom I remember for writing crap like sk8er boi (Spelled like that -.-), complicated and Nobody's home. Sure, not something I'd generally listen to, but at least I didn't cringe when I heard it. I cringed when she claimed to be "punk" without knowing who Sex Pistols were, but not when I heard her songs.

I can no longer say that. "Girlfriend" disgusts me. A "punk" steals a "nerds" hawt boyfriend. I found myself feeling sorry for the "nerd" at once, and told myself that she'd definitely get the guy in the end. He would finally stand up and tell this bitchy little "punk" he was happy with his current girlfriend. WHy would he be with her if he wasn't? But no, the whole thing ends with the "punk" getting the guy, and I can'ät help but hate the ignorant fool that guy was. That's not a man. That's a pig, and he doesn't deserve to have any girlfriend at all.

But then it struck me! This had GOT to be a joke! It's Avril, ffs! She'd never write a song this stupid if it wasn't a joke! I searched youtube.com for the video and watched it closely, looking for the cleverly disguised joke. I couldn't find it. All I saw was a selfish teenie video with abolutely no depth at all. But I still couldn't believe it. I watched MTV's making the video, and heard Avril's comment on the video. She said NOTHING tha suggested a joke, nothing ironic or sarcastic at all. She seemed to be serious. And it seemed like she actually thought the song was good.

I could not believe it. I couldn't believe she was actually serious with this song. It's not like I've ever been that into her or anything, but I could still see what other people might see in her. I can't see that anymore.

I could weave in much more text into this rant, as I have alot to say on the subject. But I can't be bothered. I hereby have NO respect for Avril Lavigne, and people actually thinking that song is brilliant makes me lose all hope in mankind. That's all.

PS. On another note, I've been looking into this new game, Age of Conan. It's seems awesome ;o I have to try it :3

Booo

Thu, 12 Apr 2007 09:31:23 GMT

It's been a while. Only reason I'm updating is because I really don't have anything better to do. Which sucks :P

I'm sick from yesterdays football game, so I can't go to school. Hence I'm home. But I can't be bothered with WoW or anything else that usually keeps me entertained. So here I am, uprdating my online journal that I seriously doubt anyone reads ;o

Well, have a nice day, I suppose.

Oh right, I have one of these...

Thu, 14 Dec 2006 17:09:21 GMT

I'd completely forgotten about this... =D
Well, my life is pretty shitty right now. School sucks (although I have a break next week =D), I just got dumped, family problems... yer... it sucks... And I don't feel like talking about it =D not here anyway...

Syuura's down? Hm. Too bad....

I'm officially a WoW-addict.

Sat, 08 Jul 2006 20:32:48 GMT

Yes. It is true. Me, who manadged to stay clean from crack, tobacco and even alcohol, to my drunken blood's dismay, has finally become addicted to... a game.

Can you say LAME?

Anyway, right now I'm visiting my newest aunt. She was adopted by another family and her background is very different from my mom and her other siblings. It's a very interesting story. Maybe I'll tell you sometime. But that's not the point. The point is that I can't play WoW until tomorrow! And tomorrow isn't today! Oh, how will I survive!?

A good thing though, is that my aunt is a Sims addict. At least I'm not bored. It's been a while since I played the Simns 2. Only problem is it takes HELLISHLY LONG for it to load. I've been waiting for 20 minutes, and it's only loaded HALFWAY!!! >_<;;;;

It's so annoying. So all I can do is sit here and complain about slow loading time, WoW-addiction and... drugs.

G'night world!

On other note, although it ruins my angsty and dramatic last line, I made it in to my new school. They want me. They think I'm sexy.

Oh, woe is me.

Sun, 25 Jun 2006 23:46:49 GMT

So yesterday, my downstairs pc stopped working. Actually I think, I hope it's only the screen, but if it isn't I will have hundreds of lost memories and photos. ;_;

This pc, however, is still working, but since I have to share it with Liam I don't get that much pc time. Of course, i could use my time to post on Syuura or write fanfiction or even, le gasp, plan the Syuura manga. But no. I recently became an officer in a guild. Recruitment officer. And Paladins are great characters.

Currently, I have three WoW characters.

A level 13 nelf hunter. Pet spider Nudel level 13. (Kilrogg)
A level 12 human Paladin. (Kilrogg)
A level 11 troll Hunter. Pet raptor Raptor (in lack of imagination) level 9. (Kilrogg)

Being a relatively new player, playing on a relatively new realm, my characters aren't that high level. But oh well. I do have a life to take care of. Well, not so much now that school's out.

I try not to think about school. It hurts when I do. I went to the same school for 10 years, of course I feel like a part of me has been ripped off and shredded to little pieces. That I'm in love with someone I'll probably never see again isn't making it better. But that's the life of a teenager, right?

I feel empty.

Tue, 13 Jun 2006 22:20:10 GMT

...

Yes. Empty. And tomorrow I'm going to Ireland.

But since I can't sleep, I decided to write something. I just hope I can get my creativity... flowing... Better not wake up my mom.

So anyway. I'll update my Document of Terror, which I lovingly decided to name the document on which I have almost everything related to the Syuura manga (SA), once I come back. I have to remember to change a couple of profiles and ask Joa if he can draw the second part as well. Since Windy can't until august.

I still don't know if I should get a Deviantart account... Everybody there seems to be so awesome. I wonder if my pictures (as in photographs, thank you very much, I still don't have a scanner) would be good enough? Or my, eh, photoshop art of sunsets.

Le sigh.

It's been a while

Sat, 10 Jun 2006 12:37:32 GMT

[x] Tjuvens Dotter review
[x] HBP review
[x] Black Holes project
[x] Pencil project
[x] HBP review swe
[x] Populärmusik från vittula review
[x] Dr. Glas review

Right. So school's practically over. We have a class day (we're going swimming in a lake) and then it's graduation. It's sad that I'll lose contact with them. As a gift, I'm going to burn all pictures I've taken in school and at prom and give them to everybody, including mr Patric, Mahnaz, Per and Ingrid. New and old teachers. Yup.

Anyway... Mandli is making me watch the world cup today. She called 5 minutes after I woke up and asked if I had anything planned. I said no and she said "good. Now you have."

At least I won't have to be lonely tonight. Y'see mom is working night and my brothers and dad are in Ireland so yesterday I was so... lonely >_<;;;

Ah, well... I've been kinda depressed lately... but I suppose that's just the old genes kicking in. I've been thinking about getting a Deviantart account... I've been lurking around there and found out you can submit photography. Awesome.

WoW <3

Sun, 28 May 2006 16:01:00 GMT

[x] Tjuvens Dotter review
[x] HPB review
[x] Black Holes project
[x] Pencil project
[] HBP review swe
[] Populärmusik från vittula review
[] Dr. Glas review

Right... i have 3 things left to do. Beter start doing them! >O

Anyways. WoW <3
I'm so in love with that game! I've never been this exited about an mmorpg! It's worth the money! And next eek, my brothers are going to Ireland... I'll have the game aaaaall for myself <3

Yay!

But then I have to Ireland too... 6 days of no WoW... how will I survive? >.>

WoW

Sat, 27 May 2006 14:21:30 GMT

Right. My brother just came home with WoW. Awesome. And Chrispy is going to teach me how to be social on the net. I can't be social in mmorpgs. I seriously can't. I'll try this time, though...

Seriously, though. WoW seems cool. I'm gonna try it once I'm done with all my hw.

[x] Tjuvens Dotter review
[x] HPB review
[] Black Holes project
[x] Pencil project
[] HBP review swe
[] Populärmusik från vittula review
[] Dr. Glas review

Oh, wow... a homework list! I have four things left to do! Better get started so I can play WoW!

Anyway. I posted a new fic on FF (dot) net last night. The Sims 2: Pirate Life.

Hmm... and I changed my username in Teh TEMP (syuura) to op_ajfoo. >.> <.<

åsöm.

Birthday Post

Wed, 17 May 2006 15:57:50 GMT

Yay!! I'm sixteen! How awesome isn't that?

I can't say I feel any different... I'm just... older. Yup. Anyway, I'm sick. Liam managed to give him his AWEFUL and DISGUSTING fever thingy. Oh well. If I get sick it will give me more time to do homework.

I -only- got cool stuff this year! An aesome audioplayer! It's so awesrom that it even deserves to be called One Piece! >_<; AND IT HAS A REMOTE!!! That is -so- one piece! I can lie in bed and then I can be like... "I don't want to listen to this song." And then I can CHANGE it!! omgomgomg!!

I also got a pair of shoes and a shirt. Mom managed to get the shoes too big and the shirt too small xD That was okay, though. I changed them earlier! I also got this book called Populärmusik från Vittula! That book is so incredibly funny! We had a test in swedish not oo long ago with a text from that book. I laughed out loud! (yeah, I loled! xD)

Hmm, and a bunch of other things happened today. I didn't get to attend PE ;_; Damn möllsjön! Ah well... I had to go to a museum... >.>

I'm tired and sick with lots of hw... I should go now.

Ohh, poor romeo~~

Comercials are funny

Tue, 16 May 2006 21:21:44 GMT

Today was awesome. The french test went great, as I studied this time, in SO we'll get to make out own commercial, swedish class is always funny since I get good grades in it, we had a concert, Elin and I fought (only fists though. no hard feelings), apparently, Chris has a crush (Awww, so kjuut! My brother is in luuurve XP), I finished a review I've been working on since X-MAS.

Yeah. And it's my birthday tomorrow.

Anyway. The concert went fairly well. Except I realised half way through the song that I hadn't turned up my guitar. Damn was that embarrasing. >.> <.<

Funny though. Someday, I will look back at it and laugh.

I'm kinda tired now, though. I think I'll go to bed. And read some HP.

w00t for Final Fantasy!!

Sat, 13 May 2006 09:25:40 GMT

I bought Super Play yesterday! The cover looks awesome! I'm not sure, but I think it's a picture from Final Fantasy XII. I'm assuming that because there's a big story from the release in Japan inside. Yeah... FFXII looks great. I've never considered myself a FF fan, since the only two games I've ever played (X and X-2) kinda sucks. The main stories were boring, and I've never really liked the fighting system or the fact that I don't rule ze camera (I R Zelda junkie). FFXII, however, seems to have a better plot (rebellion! occupation!! w00t!!) and they've changed the fighting system. Now, we will be able to actually see the monsters before they attack.

My brother, a FF junkie, will probably buy the game, saving me from spending money on something he will play all the time anyways. I'm serious. He's like nazi germany when it comes to computers and consoles. Brat.

Another game I really want to play right now is Oblivion. The graphics looks amazing, the world is huge and you can do pretty much anything. Except going to the bad side and help those demons or whatever.

Speaking of huge worlds, I can't wait 'til I can explore Hyrule again! Man!Link and I will have wonderful adventures together, involving Epona, wolves and lots of kjuuut kitties. And also monsers and boomerangs. And the Master Sword, which I'm assuming Link will get his hands on sooner or later.

I'm so happy they will release it to GC with extra functions to Nintendo Wii. (Best.Name.Ever.)

The Legend of Zelda - Phantom Hourglass, which I read about last month on the net, is coming out sometime in 2006. To DS, which I haven't bought... yet. I will, though. For I R Zelda junkie!

I'm getting kinda tired of typing now... I'llk just say that my mom forced me (with violence!! le gasp!!) to dress up in a black dress. God damnit.

Wed, 10 May 2006 09:17:53 GMT

I jut... want these on my comp... never mind them >.>

Buh buh nuh

Happy B-Day Pappi <3

Mon, 08 May 2006 20:30:00 GMT

Yes, you guessed it. It's my father's birthday today. Unfortunatley, he's not home. He's in Malmö. ;_;

I made him this card, that he'll never see ever

Not that he likes One Piece - or even knows what it is for that matter - but Robin is damn hot, so I'm sure he'd like her. Just look at them boobies! xDD

Hm, and a little update of my life, summer seems to have hit sweden. It's so friggin' HOT outside! I even wore a skirt today! And I never wear skirts!

By the way, Stadium Arcadium totally rocks! <3333

Oh, what a wonderful world~

Thu, 04 May 2006 15:22:22 GMT

Ahh~~ I'm so very full~~

If I said that in swedish (which I do from time to time) I would say "I'm so drunk", 'cause full means drunk. Yup. Although when I say it I mean full as in i-can't-eat-any-more full.

For the last few days, I've been playing around with Photoshop. Which is awesome. *huggles photoshop* Dowloaded loads of brushes and fonts too <3 they're so cool :D

hmm.. it's Luffy's b-day tomorrow! May 5! I was supposed to be born may 5! But then I was late... >.>
My b-day isn't for two weeks. I'm stuck as a 15 year old until then.

Mou... syuura is down ;_; but I have hw, so I guess that's okay. i can't concentrate if Syuura is up too. Although scientology is very interesting.

I am... a good little girl >.>

Wed, 12 Apr 2006 13:14:46 GMT

Yaaar... blood pudding! Yummy! xDDD
King, want some? ^.-

Actually, I am going to make dinner today! oh, one pieceness!

Speaking of OP... I'm listening to the second ending. Yay! Japanese music! W00t!!

Wow... I'm currently completely obsessed with One Piece <33
My first and only love <333333

So I went to this OP forum! And it's awesome! I really like it since it's small and spam free! And I like the idea of having Nakamas :DDD
AND! They all hate the dubbed version of OP! I mean, c'mon... lollipop? That's just lame ~.~

Anyways... I'm going to take a shower and enjoy the rest of my break! Yeeesh!! I love easter <33

And also... I've been watching Karin (oh, the inspiration~~) and the opening is like... NUDITY!!! xDDD

Zelda!! w00t!!

Sat, 08 Apr 2006 12:39:14 GMT

So my mom found my old zelda guides (along will alot of other bullshit like diaries I never kept >.>) They sure bring back alot of memories <33

Like how scared I was of Gohma! xDDD
The easiest boss in the world! And I was scared! The only boss i could successfully defeat was King Dodongo xDD
Gohma looks like a spider and I was really scared of spiders before, to my defence. >.> <.<

Oh well... I remember the first time I beat a temple all by myself! It was... the SPIRIT TEMPLE!! gasp! That's like... the hardest temple!

But it was still the first temple I cleared alone. And, god! The boss was so funny! Twinrova <333

Anywaaays... >.> <.<

I'm bored. And I'm listening to The pirates who don't do anything. Yup. I sure do. And I'm thinking about One piece <3333

And that my friends, is why i linked you to that fic I wrote last year or something >.>
I even think it was two years ago...

Meh!

football~~

Thu, 30 Mar 2006 17:01:27 GMT

Wow... I'm completely dead right now ~.~
First, I ran like... 5km on europe's second biggest graveyard (not that the fact that I ran on a graveyard has anything to do with anything, it's just a kewl fact ^^) after that we played awful soccer ;___;

No, i'm serious! We sucked. Badly. I've never played that bad football. And that, my friends, is why I like playing football with the guys more.

It was raining too.. and I couldn't find any sweatpants, so i had to run in shorts ;__;

I'm staying at my dad's place this weekend. That means no plotting with Joa and Jenn. Wow... I'm such an outcasty in the team.. maybe I should change my name to "Jerkins"? That'd be kewl. Jerkins. Gotta call something that...

My leg is killing me... When I took off my shoe it started cramping >___<;;;
So I started screaming xDD My mom was like "walk around! Walk around!!"

Hmm... I should do some homework... after I take a shower.

Stupid essay

Mon, 27 Mar 2006 18:09:22 GMT

I'm trying to write an essay on my dad... but wo would've thought it would be this hard? Maybe it's because Patric (my swedish teacher) is so strict? Or because I have absolutley no idea where to start?

I know so incredibly much about my dad, but I don't know what to write. I mean, he was born in Ireland. Okay. May 8. Yup. But then what? Should i just leave it there and go on with the awesome stories, or should I write more facts, like his middle name, currnet adress and work location? o.O''

That's not interesting at all. And I'm trying to write it in a chronological order, so if I start at birth, it would be weird if I skip 42 years and start talking about his work. (btw, dad can give me a free, not launced yet cell and not lose a dine ^^;;)

Maybe I should talk about how lucky he is for working at a place that not only gives him LOTS of money, but he loves it too. And he's not even a swedish citizen? (That's like me becoming a rockstar :D)

Or should I just go ahead and write down the stories of him in greece, how he met mom and why he decided top call me Aoife? Well... I'll probably be able to fit everything into my essay, but I don't want it to be boring either. So i can't be all like "1989 - Dad got mom pregnant in July."

That'd just be weird... >.>

Well... I'd better get back to my hw now... or I'll be fried shrimp tomorrow >.>

you're so naive

Sun, 26 Mar 2006 12:59:01 GMT

So Kimmy sent in her application yesterday, and I was completely... I don't think I've EVER read something that good from someone who wrote it for class or something. I hope I'll be that skilled someday.

So anyways... nikelodeon won't work... so I can't watch AGU and rugrats ;___; I guess I'll have to go back to (sniff) pokemon!!! >__<;;

It's snowing... alot... fudge.. and they're talking marriage on the forum.

I decided to write SAoRP as fiction (instead of script) first, 'cause then I'd know what was going to happen, hence making it easier for me to write it in script later. Plus, I'm in the mood for writing.

gosh... i pressed a button and all ><|./,&*(\s changed places... >.>

"No title." (alt. "Titleless")

Sat, 25 Mar 2006 16:05:50 GMT

So after taking a shower, getting dressed and knowing dad is treating us for pizza today (plus, mom just left to visit a friend) my mood is on top again. Hah! Take that stupid dream that I can't remember! >:D

Listening to lost prophets, one of my fav bands <33
I wonder if I'll ever grow tired of their awesome music?

Another band I like is The Kooks, 'cause the guy who sings have the funniest accent ever. No. I'm serious. Just lusten to their song "naive" (which is awesome btw)

Speaking of accents, my dad says I have an irish accent when I talk english :D
That rocks! I love irish accents! And I have one <33

And my swedish accent is the awesomest in the world! Götebosska! xDD
Using words like "Bördiga", "tyken" and "bamba" who nobody elsewhere understands is like... great! (But Gothenburg is pretty big... So lots of people understands me anyways) =P

Yaar... I'm going to ireland in the summer! And my cousin from Sweden is there right now, so we get to visit her TOO :D
We won't go to turkey (or india), though, since dad can't afford it D:

Oh well... at least he's going to stop working in Malmö.

Gaah! I wanna watch Rugrats and then All grown up!! I love those kids! I saw it in english yesterday and I fell in love all over again! I especially love Dil! Here's the reason:

Tommy: "What am I? A robot?"
Dil: "Yeah right! As if I'd be lucky enough to have a robot for a brother!"

xDDD
I was laughing like an effing idiot! (notice how I typed "effing?" Good.)

When Tommy was all upset and was going to cry! That was a classic too!

Tommy: "Uuuaah... um.. Waah... nope... that's it."

xDDD

But my fav char is still Phil and Lil! Although I don't have a reason. I just like them, is all. ^___^;;

Enough of my ranting. I'll only quote Tommy ONE MORE TIME before I leave!

"Tomorrow!? But that's like... the day after today!"

Oh the angst >.>

Sat, 25 Mar 2006 12:55:46 GMT

I'm so pissed off today that I'm going to write this entry in swedish. I hope that annoys someone.

Jag vaknade och var skitsur. Japp. Skitsur. Och det är inte särskillt likt mig, speciellt inte på en söndag. Jag kanske hade en dålig dröm? o.O''

Jag vet inte... men jag är fortfarande ganska arg.

Och jag har inte klätt på mig idag heller. Det borde jag, eftersom jag ska käka hos pappa idag >.>

Apparently, summer is never going to reach Sweden. It snowed yesterday. AGAIN!! >___<;;;
And I don't feel like being a scriptwiter anymore. Since I don't have this little thing called "creativity". Yah. That came from someone who's never read anything I've ever written. -.-

I want to buy the "all grown up" DVDs... >.>
Lycky for me, I have 1000 kr every month, and the DVDs only cost 146 kr... I think >.>

Hey now...

Fri, 24 Mar 2006 20:54:55 GMT

You're an all star, your your game on, go PLAAAY!! >___<;;;;

Love the shrekness >___<;;;

And Flippy! I know you're going to read this at one point or another! Comment or I'll stab you with a meatloaf! >__<;;

Mandilii is here <33
Oh how I LOVE HER!!! LESBIAN LOVE!!! YUUURIII ~~~~

I'm joking. Anyways. My walking pillow (and yes, I am talking about her breasts) is sitting here. <33 Haven't seen her for weeks! Oh, how I've missed my very best friend in the world ;___;

How did I every survive without her? ;_____;

Feel the sisterly love~~

Another update

Thu, 23 Mar 2006 20:37:06 GMT

Oh my... I seem to be updating alot lately...

Meh... whatever. I just realised I can listen to my MP3 songs on the comp. Which means about I have about 30 awesome songs on my comp. Happiness =3

I alla fall... or anyways as they say in english speaking countries. I'm really, really tired, but I have to prepare a speech about my dad. I could just talk about him from my memory (his stories aren't only interesting, but he repeats them every weekend when he gets drunk =P)

Ebba asked me when I'm free, 'cause she wants to record the band being all.. acoustic... xDD
Imagine this: me with an acoustic, untuned guitar, on my knees in an empty room. Elin with a small drum and a hi-hat. Anna with her electric guitar - unplugged. Ebba with her bas unplugged. Zin singing without a mick. All of us singing like idiots xDDD

And now. She wants to RECREATE IT! I'm not much for recreating things that just happend in the spur of the moment, but it was fun, and I wouldn't mind doing it again. It sounded so horrible xDD

And I got the acoustic guitar 'cause I was the only one playing the entire song. =P
I raawk, y'know xD

And also. I think I'm sick. My head hurts and I feel ill... I can't stay home though, cause I have nationals tomorrow and I HAVE to do it. Well... tomorrow is ruined... It's a good thing I don't have my nationals in math too. That would've killed me. First writing an essey in english, and then having to do math before holding a speech about my father. O____O;;;

Hell no.

Snow.. >.>

Thu, 23 Mar 2006 18:18:50 GMT

Yeah. So. The weather has been pretty nice lately, and the snow has been melting away, slow but steadily. But today, the most horrible thing possible happened! It started snowing! ;___;

I want warmth!! Everytime I undress I freeze my ass off >__<;;

So anyways, I was at school today. I had P.E. I died of exhuastion. I think I'm sick >.> I keep coughing and almost-throwing-up everytime I run. o.O''

I had a test on WW I and WW II today... and I think I passed with flying colors >=3
There is nothing i don't know! Ahahahaha!! >:D

well... except math... and most science... Gaah!